How do I handle relationship with a younger man?

blueglitter
I am 40+ single woman. I have a child too. I am quite happy with my professional and personal life. Many months ago I went abroad for holidays. I came across a hansome white young man during breakfast and we did chat a little bit.

I really can't explain how it happened but that day we went for some sightseeing together. May be it was the emptiness in my life which had pulled me towards him. Two days of sightseeing, lunch and dinner together and he invited me over for drinks in his room which I denied.

Tha night I noticed that he had put many pics of us together in his whatsapp status with all those lovely smileys and other emojis. This was interesting but I didn't care. The last few pics were somewhat weird. He was in his underoants and the outlines of his man parts were quite clean. I am sure you are getting what I am trying to say here. Inititally I didn't bother but something was not letting me relax and I went back to his whatsapp to see his pics again. He was certainly lot bigger than my ex husband. After staring at his pics for a long time I sent a smileys at those hot pics and he sent me some more.

I decided to meet him that night without a clear idea that I will have sex or not. I knocked his door and in a few minutes I felt some pain in my genitals because he was inside me. I just could not stop him and he didn't let me sleep all night. After that night I never left his room during my entire holidays.

He did visit me in my country six months ago and we had a great time. Now the pandemic situation has made it impossible for us to meet.

Now my problem is that I am a 40+ woman and he is 24. He wants to enjoy a lot of sex. He never listens to me that I don't have that much stamina to cooperate but he wouldn't listen. What should I do to make him understand?
How do I handle relationship with a younger man?
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