Is this weird I keep thinking about him?

I just went through a tragic weird breakup thingy Lol, and I am still hung up on the guy I had been with. But I've noticed the last two days anytime I think about him it now turns into thinking about my ex before him Eric. I had been with him since childhood b4 meeting the other boy. But Eric passed away after I graduated from high school. But now he's been the main person I've been thinking about. Even more so then my sorta ex. It's sorta confusing and i don't know why I keep thinking of him
Is this weird I keep thinking about him?
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