Everyone is happy for me, even his family. Everyone but me. I'm ok with it though. I'm getting used to it. Like mention, I believe I'll get to really love him romantically one day.
The only person that knows my secret is a local priest I've admitted it. I'm not too religious (I told him that too) but I always knew they are obligated to never reveal it, even if you're in the wrong. Is this common? That after a certain age, you got less option and just get what you can, even if you're not in love with them?