Why does life sucks so much?

[Anonymous]

My girlfriend and I have been together for five and a half years. A few months ago we found out we had our third miscarriage. I still blame myself for the first miscarriage because I was at work a lot trying to make sure that the baby would have everything it needed. After the second one I got real depress and even had thoughts of taking my own life. Thankfully I'm no longer thinking about taking my own life, but I'm still dealing with the depression state of mind. We had every test ran on her and myself and everything came back as normal. With today being mother's day it's been a really hard day on her. Sadly I've been at work all day, but when I call her to see if she was ok. She started crying. When I get home she just wants to cuddle and watch TV. But how can I make tonight a good night for us. Also how can I get myself out from this depression state of mind I'm in.

[Apple1996]

Awh this is so heartbreaking to read😔 hopefully one day you guys will get your rainbow baby. I had a miscarriage back in Nov 2019 and it was super hard to deal with. Took a long time to get pregnant again. That was horrible so can't imagine having three.

[Asker]

Part of me feels like giving up on having a child.

[Apple1996]

You are grieving for the childern you have lost. It's normal to have lots of different emotions. Sometimes it is easy to feel like giving up but if you really want this then it's best to keep trying

[Asker]

I really do want to have a family with her. But I also don't want to see her body go through that type of pain and emotional damage agat

[Asker]

Sad part is all three times she made it to week 13 before the miscarriage. Week 13 is the week we lost all three children

[SignedAutographs]

Because noone knows why we're really here. Why are we, right now, the only known intelligent life out in the universe, and what is our purpose