THE MORE I THINK THE MORE I BECOME SAD?

I know its kinda weird or crazy but I love a guy who isn't a normal living person but a celeb he has many fan girls , he had a girlfriend when he was 18 but he didn't talk to her. I'm much younger than him and I don't like him because of his looks or body I just fell in love and I can't get out of the bubble I had never fall in love never fr but this time it was it.
He lives in another country yet what makes me okay is that we still see the same sky.
The question is that what would you do if you were in my place?
THE MORE I THINK THE MORE I BECOME SAD?
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