Why is it that every break up I’ve had each ex turned to be gay (Lesbian)? Is it me? Why do women think one person makes everybody look bad?

All answers matter I need to understand I feel like I’m being way to hard on myself and been in deep dark thoughts because I feel I’m not adequate (beyond good) enough for you women. Help me make it make sense
Why is it that every break up I’ve had each ex turned to be gay (Lesbian)? Is it me? Why do women think one person makes everybody look bad?
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