I have feelings for my pen pal of 3 months, am nervous to tell him via FT or text, and won't be able to travel before next summer. What should I do?

I have about 3 pen pals and we text and email a lot but there is this one guy that I can’t help but have strong feelings for. I know I shouldn’t feel that way because we might never even meet. But it has been three months now since I have known him and he’s just always on my mind. We FaceTimed twice and I just wanna do it over and over and always feel like I want to hear his voice and talk to him about anything and everything. Sometimes a couple of days can pass without either of us texting but mostly we text and snap on a daily basis and I can’t get over those feelings. I already have travel plans one day but it won’t be until next summer, I never planned on a specific country until I started talking to him. But until then I just don’t know what to do. He’s really decent and funny but I don’t know how he feels and I can’t risk asking.

I have feelings for my pen pal of 3 months, am nervous to tell him via FT or text, and won't be able to travel before next summer. What should I do?
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