Last week my now ex boyfriend (i guess) and i went to the gym. At the check in he scanned his guest pass, said he had a guest. And the staff looked at me and said you're good Susan.
Considering my name is not susan , i asked my boyfriend about it after our workout. He said he doesn't know a susan and he's not cheating.
We went to the gym the next day and tried to figure it out. It feels like nothing really got settled unless I'm overthinking it. But the staff member said she never been to that particular gym.. then kept asking him was he sure he really didn't know her.
Anyway the whole situation was weird, i don't know why she would be on his guest list and he got aggigated with me talking about it.
So I dropped it , we were fine sort of. We had sex & sadness washed over me after. And he wasn't very comforting. Which lead to a tizz, which lead back to the susan thing. (its in the back of my head , just have a off feeling)
Saturday morning he called an uber, kicked me out. Called me when i got home, told me he wanna live his life, he doesn't wanna see me anymore, he wanna focus on his brother birthday and we're over and I'm blocked
Only for him to message me several hours later , saying im unblocked and we can talk. We texted, it was heated. He said this is why I'm breaking up with you.
He reblocked me. Went silent. Unblocked me on Sunday and even added me on my snap account.
He even texted me good night and called me the nickname he gave me.
I'm very confused , and it feels like I'm getting mind banged. We were together for 4 years and i just can't believe all of this is happening.
I don't understand why is he saying one thing but his actions are saying something else?
Like whats the point?
Considering my name is not susan , i asked my boyfriend about it after our workout. He said he doesn't know a susan and he's not cheating.
We went to the gym the next day and tried to figure it out. It feels like nothing really got settled unless I'm overthinking it. But the staff member said she never been to that particular gym.. then kept asking him was he sure he really didn't know her.
Anyway the whole situation was weird, i don't know why she would be on his guest list and he got aggigated with me talking about it.
So I dropped it , we were fine sort of. We had sex & sadness washed over me after. And he wasn't very comforting. Which lead to a tizz, which lead back to the susan thing. (its in the back of my head , just have a off feeling)
Saturday morning he called an uber, kicked me out. Called me when i got home, told me he wanna live his life, he doesn't wanna see me anymore, he wanna focus on his brother birthday and we're over and I'm blocked
Only for him to message me several hours later , saying im unblocked and we can talk. We texted, it was heated. He said this is why I'm breaking up with you.
He reblocked me. Went silent. Unblocked me on Sunday and even added me on my snap account.
He even texted me good night and called me the nickname he gave me.
I'm very confused , and it feels like I'm getting mind banged. We were together for 4 years and i just can't believe all of this is happening.
I don't understand why is he saying one thing but his actions are saying something else?
Like whats the point?
