Why now that he came back I dont want gim anymore?

So that guy and I had a big fight… I did bad to him and he to me… after three months he came back apologizing…

During those months of no contact I missed him so much… I thought that if he returns I would love him till infinity..

But now that he came back,,, its not like I thought.

all this situation seems pathetic to me.. why Im like that? I can't even understand myslef… Im in poor condition…

Why now that he came back I dont want gim anymore?
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