It's been few weeks since a very messy breakup (especially since I have to see him occasionally) and I thought I was doing fine, until today that it hit me really hard. Nothing in particular happened to trigger it but since I woke up I've been thinking about our relationship and him and my whole life and all my past relationships, and I just felt so freaking pathetic and depressed all day. I had plans for the evening that I ditched because of how I felt. I was crying all day, trying to do something, anything to take my mind off things, but no luck I just kept falling further and further down. All the cringy stuff I've done, my poor choices of men, my childhood, my financials worries... everything down the rabbit hole. I never in my life had it like that, like a huge, unexpected wave crashing down on me. At one moment I was so worried about myself that I considered calling 911. It's crazy. Was this maybe a panic attack?
I feel much better now, though. It just stopped.
Ever felt like that?
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