Is it bad that this feels wrong?

I've always been attracted to women in away more than men, tbh to say I'm attracted to men now would be a bug fat lie because I don't feel any sort of connection towards them at all!! Yes some are pretty but that's it, like if a woman compliments me I blush and all but if it's a guy it kind of makes me feel eh yk uncomfortable or awkward (I'm still thankful tho)!! But in my religion we should only date the opposite gender and I treasure my religion sm but I feel scared, uncomfortable and weird while picturing myself with a man (also there were events that happened before that make me feel this way)!
Is it bad that this feels wrong?
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