Is being an Alpha Widow a real thing?

[Anonymous]

My ex was a very tall muscular athletic college athletes and basketball player who was on a scholarship studying chemistry and buisness. He was also substantially well hung. He was so charming and other women were always all over him. The sex was unbelievable. It was like he owned me.

I still have sex flashbacks. My current boyfriend is such a nice guy he's 5ft10 so not too short, cares about social issues and us studying to be an accountant, he's not in bad shape like he plays badminton and racketball and he has an average sized penis. The sex is kind of vanilla.

Was talking to some friends about this and they mentioned that I might be an Alpha Widow.

[Anonymous]

I wonder if the current dating structure ruins future relationships. Perhaps you were out of your league and used for sex. If you are in that league you will find someone like that again… but will you keep them would be a question. But now you yearn for a guy other than the one who might be a true longterm SO. So, it has potentially ruined future relationships because of this.

[Anonymous]

Lol u should watch a show called sex life.

[Anonymous]

I've never heard of that.

[In_Trance]

gnarly