How to forget my first love?

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I fell in love since I was 13 and I still can’t forget about him (he’s 10 years older) I’ve travel , I work 7 days 12 hours I’ve met other guys but when I see him I still feel that love. Back then he wanted a formal relationship but I pushed him away because his a cheater. He’s everything I want in a man (funny, business owner like me, handsome) he treated like a princess but also broke me until I was an alcoholic like him by being narcissist.
We’re neighbors so it’s more difficult for me to forget about him. I just came back from work trip and found out, his wife kicked him out of the house after years of cheating. After so long that hurt me and I got jealous. His wife is a beautiful woman and I respect that but she knew he was like that from the beginning because she took him from her best friend. I was married for 8 years to
A good hard working guy who treated me 29 times better but without the funny side or passion to be successful. (My ex wants to comeback but he knows what I think 💭 f him) I’m 28 i can’t be wasting my life like that 😩
How to forget my first love?
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