If I had no boyfriend before or sexual experience I’m not a fan of hookups. I’m afraid no one will want me will no one want me?

This messes with my mind so much but I just don’t like the idea to get used for someone’s else’s selfish reason will anyone want to be with me because of this. Only 20 but feel that I’m behind everyone and I feel I won’t ever get a boyfriend they will leave as soon as they find that out about me what do I do? I don’t want to be with soemtime I don’t like either. What do I do? How will I get someone I really don’t want to be alone the rest of my life
If I had no boyfriend before or sexual experience I’m not a fan of hookups. I’m afraid no one will want me will no one want me?
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