Here is my situation that i have been having my whole life but I don’t know what this is called :
Sometimes my mind randomly think or reminds me of someone, be it someone I know or someone I personally know. This scares me, I feel so sick of myself because of how my mind makes me think of random person and after I think of them, that usually means something bad is gonna happen to them.
For example: In 2019, I randomly thought about a friend I haven't spoken to for years, and then the next month she got cancelled for being a snake and a burden to everybody around her
In 2020, I randomly thought about this one man that I saw in my gym doing cross-fit, I don't know him personally. Then the next 4 days he’s dead from heart attack.
In 2021, I randomly thought about this politician (I don't know him personally too), then the next week he got arrested and put in prison for 10 years
In 2022, randomly thought about my mom, then 2 months later we fought and it was terrible. Her career went downhill too.
Same year 2022, thought about a ‘big guy’ in the police station in my town (I don't know him personally), then 3 months later he got arrested, put to prison, and fired because of doing illegal things.
THIS MONTH IN 2023, I randomly thought about this one elderly actor 3 days ago. Used to see him on tv when i was 10. Since 2012 he’s not popular and he’s pretty much a nobody these days. And TONIGHT, you know what, believe me or not, I saw him on the news… A bad news. He got arrested and will be put to jail for the next 10 days until trial. His case; punching a man at a bar till the victims face is fucked and his nose broke.
What am I experiencing? What is this called? Have you ever experienced this thing in your life? Help me out please
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just reassure yourself that your thought didn't CAUSE their tragedy. especially if your thought remembered them but did not show that person dying. if i saw Michael Jackson died a certain way on a certain time and it happened that would be weird.
I imagine this is more just idiosyncracies that you’re experiencing and assuming it’s some kind of misfortune predictor. If you genuinely believe it’s more than that, maybe you should seek out a therapist.