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OBS! this will get a lot of hate from the feminists... Many people will say my ex was toxic. And I get why. But he protected me to the point he rather have me hate him and I'm safe than me being in danger and happy. Thinking back evan moments where I wanted to punch him in his face I realized he loved me.

Wether it was me not being allowed to walk out alone in the dark at night or me running away from home after arguing with my parents.. he would tell me to turn around to go home or he will throw me over his shoulder and take me home himself.

Or if I was hysterically crying he would pinch me down and hold me still until I calm down not leaving me evan though that's all I wanted. Cause he knew I would hurt myself if he did.

If I ever was in danger I would call him and he would come meet me up. Like one time a man was following me and I called him and he came running down. Or yesterday on my way home from work a crazy woman was following me and I called him and he stopped his gym work out and told me exacly what to do...(we are still friends).

There are more stuff he has done and is doing that I could name here that are annoying but I know he cares..

He sure can be an ASSHOLE in his own way but I'm not sure I would be here today if it wasen't for him. But am not ready to give him that ego boost...😣

Anyways I'm wondering if women would want a man to protect them like this evan when they don't want it? And would men do it?

I realize I do in the long run.

As a foreigner observing what I see in America from the large numbers of divorced female neighbours where I live it seems to be the case. As a Catholic naturally I don't believe in divorce but still in the majority of cases that I've seen the husband was an average enough fellow working to provide for his wife and kids when his wife decided she wasn't happy & blamed him for it.

Well apparently more women than men in America own their homes, there is a reason for this. When I look at the divorced wives in my neighbourhood financially they are doing quite well, even the ones who don't work with alimony payments, child support and divorce settlements. The only thing I would say about them is that even though most of them instigated the divorces usually for fickle reasons it's seems they are no happier in fact I would say they are miserable and also their kids suffer. And when their ex husbands find love again they get bitter about it. The men they date tend to treat them very badly using them for sex, money and a rent free place to stay. Now I try not to judge these divorced women but having spoken to them on occasion it quickly becomes apparent in most cases that they divorced their exs for no reason.