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OK so we known each other for about 8 or 9 years kinda on/off type of deal but we never did say we was a couple. We had ups and downs but made it this far. And out of the blue she asked me are you going to marry me? So I told her why I couldn't marry her (because I knew whenever I leave she would go to some other man) Which leads to this really deep dark convo she started telling me things she did those 8-9 years and how she had a problem, that because she was cheated on by her 1st she never could trust a guy and that she had to find her self. She also told me she slept with Hundreds of guys (she lost count around 250)

So I was like that a lot of dicks ! I also told her I had cheated with a few girls here and there probably like 25 or 30. Oh to make it worst I know I shouldn't have asked her but I did. Yes I brought sex up, she told me she's, has sex with me to please me and that she doesn't like sex that much anymore. I asked was it me or something I can do? She told me no its just like my sex drive is off. But then said, I wouldn't mind if you was about a inch thicker. Oh which brings me to what she told me about her 1st being the biggest she ever had. Me being dumb again ask her if you had to rate pleasure wise what would I be she said like a 1 or 2 and what about your 1st she said a 10. I don't think I'm small I know when hard I can't barely fit in toilet paper roll.

Well I'm typing to much so I'm going to stop. Oh I left one thing out we have 2 daughters and live together.

Wow 2000 words went fast I guess my question is after 250+ guys how would you feel aesthetic that 250 guy and she picks you or 250 guys can't turn a hoe to a home wife.

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"You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection."
— Buddha

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"Music in the soul can be heard by the universe."

— Lao Tzu

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"We are the miracle of force and matter making itself over into imagination and will. Incredible. The Life Force experimenting with forms. You for one. Me for another. The Universe has shouted itself alive. We are one of the shouts."
— Ray Bradbury

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"Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark "
— Rabindranath Tagore

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"Each night, the Moon kisses secretly the Lover who counts the stars.”
~Rumi.

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“He who has let go of hatred who treats all beings with kindness and compassion, who is always serene, unmoved by pain or pleasure, free of the "I" and "mine," self-controlled, firm and patient, his whole mind focused on me --- that is the man I love best.”

~ Lord Krishnam, Bhagavad Gita