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I don't know if I can take anymore. I cook; I clean; I work cybersecurity; I bodybuild; and the worst part of it all has been her. But. The best part of it all has also been her.

I am angry. She consistently says she'll help me out around the house, but words are just words, and she rarely if ever follows through.

Her gifts to me are only things she wants. She got me steak knives for my birthday, because she wanted new steak knives. She mocked me feeling sad over the death of my mother, 7 months into the relationship. Fought with me at my graduation. Every important moment of my life has been sundered by her.

Even her sister has warned me that she just gaslights constantly.

But, I get angry at her, too, insult her, mock her, raise my voice when we fight. And that's relationships, right? I have many faults, too, so is it fair of me to judge hers and say I can't bear them?

She also taught me so many things and we've shared so many wonderful moments together.

I have a great career, great body, and I'm working harder and harder on myself to become a better version of me, spiritually, mentally, physically. Everything. But she uses that against me and exploits my willingness to olive branch. She exploits my willingness to sit down and talk about what I'm doing wrong, never admitting to anything, and making the whole relationship a defect in me that I must always make up for but never can fully. My faults are mine, and also her faults are also mine. It's such a heavy burden.

But. I'm looking at these pictures and videos of our happy moments. And I can't help but think that I am thinking about throwing away 3 years of blood sweat and tears. Not to mention I'm 1,100 miles from my home now, with no friends here, and only her, so I'm utterly alone aside from the fact that we still live together.

Thankfully I make enough money now to pay double rent for a couple months if I decide to break the lease.

Anyway. Is there ever hope with a covert narcissist?

I know this guy that was studying architecture. He was a waste man he never went to class, failed exams and had to redo the year.

After graduation he worked really hard, established a company and builds mansions and designs businesses. He’s so rich now in a Bentley

There is this young woman in my young adult singles church group named Lindsey. She is a short, petite girl. She is in school studying to become a Physician's Assistant (PA) and has one year left to go until graduation. She is the shy type, and when I see her at church events, she is usually with a group of other girls. I would say she is in her mid 20s, or at least approaching her mid 20s.

Do you think she has ever had a boyfriend before? Also, do you think she is probably a virgin too?

I'm a very light skin Dominican and because I've had a lot of people think I'm other race, Italian being one of them.

Ironically I moved to a predominantly white part of my state when I was 13 and been living here since then, but even more ironic Italians are the majority here. throughout my school days and even after graduation I've had a lot of girls here drool over me but I never went with the flow or tried to showed mutual interest because I always thought I would deceive them ones I reveal to them that I am not one of them.