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I'm the middle child. I've always been the invisible/ least liked one. People love and adore my siblings and people are always doing great things for them and going out of their way to do stuff for them. My little sister also has friends who will actually buy her stuff and do take her out. My last friend lowkey said he'd love to pimp me out if he could benefit from it. Over the years I made an effort to hide from view of others so maybe it's my fault but still... ;/

Like for example, I don't ask for shit and I have really low standards. I knew that my parents were having money issues, so I didn't ask for anything while my two siblings asked for a lot of stuff. I was happy they got gifts, but I could tell my mom wondered why I didn't ask for anything and my parents still attempted to get me something. A phone but I hate it because it just reminds me of how I have no friends and how no one talks to me. Still, my two siblings never had this problem. I just wish for once I was loved and noticed. Or at least someone noticed my struggle.