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i apologize in advance if its too long.

• I have a male friend who is bisexual.. He told me few weeks ago he is recently interested in guys rather than girls. He just had a guy ghost him last month We are super close coworkers and became friends at work. He is really sweet, he always texts me if im coming in tonight or he asks the boss to pair us up at work He compliments my jewelry, or if i curled my hair that day he is the first one to notice. Once after our shift i told him i was cold and he invited me up in his flat made me coffee, gave me one of his hoodies to wear. He showed me pictures of his family and told stories about them. Next day i showed up at work wearing his hoodie. He complimented that it looks nice on me. I wore it through the shift and i wanted to give it back to him but he said i should keep it in case i'll be cold again. But ofc i gave it back because i didn't want to steal it. I talked to one of my other guy friends once and he told me jokingly that i cheated on him. Then he started telling me things like that guy is hot/ who is that pretty blonde over there? I told him that she was this handsome guy's girlfriend the next day i pointed at him and told him that is the boyfriend of the blondie He remembered that i said he was handsome and commented on it that if i think that guy is handsome than my bar is really low. So i asked who is handsome then, like where should the bar be. He said "me".

Or this other time he said he likes it when some1 is cuddly I asked him why he told me that. He said no reason, but asked:why? Am i not cuddly? Also laughed it off.. He is always teasing me tho with my height and basically with everything. But he also said my friends were pretty girls but didn't include me.. But him mentioning that he checked this guy's pics and my friend being pretty or so on, maybe all this could be just him making a new friend?

Even with no actual experience I still believe I fall under this category, I wonder if I need to manifest the law of attraction or something even though I do think that’s bs.

You know when you have a gut feeling? I’ve been on and off the dating apps for years, it’s come to the point where I’m not as interested & I swipe on matches/reply to msgs every few days. I’ve never had a real relationship, I saw someone for a few months maybe 5 years ago & something told me after I saw him that’d I’d be single for a long time. With him it felt like settling & I refuse to ever be with someone that made me feel like that again.

I had to use dating apps bc I’m not very friendly & I don’t get approached in person. I’m told I’m cute/attractive & I will say I have a very low sex drive (haven’t masturbated or had sex in 5 years). I don’t think this is a huge deal considering this isn’t something that will be an issue that early on, a guy can’t just look at my profile/see me in person & know that right off the bat.

I get matches (never been the issue) but it’s always: ghosting, fizzling out, lack of interest (can go both ways), feelings not reciprocated, just not a good match & some guys are just crazy. I just always have a gnawing feeling like guys aren’t attracted to me, I’d get told once in a while that some guy looked at me/found me cute but they never do anything about it. And I don’t either hence why I’m posting this

TLDR: based off the description, is this something that’s unlucky in love?