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I've been in a relationship with this girl, Amy, for the last 3 years, a month ago we moved in together, we love each other.
A week ago, i wanted to surprise her, so i took a flight to her hometown to buy the salt candies she used to eat when she used to live with her parents cause it reminded of her childhood, after that, i bought some flowers and took her to a movie and cooked a meal for her.
Everything was going great, but when i gave her the salt candies, she started crying, telling me "she doesn't deserve me"
Then she told me she kissed her ex in her office 2 days ago.
I died inside that day, i ran away from what it used to be our home.
She kept calling, texting, showing up at places where I'm staying, asking me to let her explain herself. Her explanation was that she made a mistake, she used to love him, but she loves me now. A part of me wants to trust her, but how can i?
It's been 10 days, i wanted to marry her, but now I don't even want to see her. I don't have any friends, maybe that's why I'm here.

Religious marriage should only be accepted.
Can you trust women?

Women want to use you for their personal gain. It’s in their biological nature.

I’ve got a friend and he liked this girl, she didn’t like him back until she heard he has a flat in Kensington London. I wouldn’t be surprised if women want you to die for insurance money etc,

You can’t trust anyone. What’s the point in becoming so successful when your wife who is an outsider might just stab you in the back?
Where is the fun 🤔 it is better to have a girlfriend for life.
Imagine how many men have worked hard for women and their families and lost it. Are men even allowed to be considered victims or are we worker slaves.

Why do women force marriage onto us? They want to manipulate and control us?