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I like to read a lot and listen to podcasts to stay knowledgeable about current events. The latest topic I researched in depth was the Israel Hamas conflict.

Prior to all of this I honestly had no opinion on the matter. Other people I know definitely did but I just tuned them out when they brought it up. If asked I would honestly say “the Middle East is complicated so I don’t have a position on that.” I am also friends with Jews and Muslims. It’s not fun to lose out friends over political opinions but that unfortunately is very common nowadays.

With that said I will never change my viewpoints just to please people. I might change the subject but I won’t agree with people just to make them happy if I believe otherwise.

This includes women. I have seen guys put on fronts and/or change their core values in hopes of being rewarded romantically/sexually for agreeing with a woman’s political ideology. But that will never be me. Sure that narrows down my options but I stand with my POV unless somebody can logically and factually prove me wrong.

With all that said I regret getting more educated about the Israel Hamas war conflict. The facts have demonstrated to me that while one side is imperfect the other side is pure evil. There just isn’t any other way around it. Now I can no longer honestly claim ignorance about the issue.

Anyway I intentionally didn’t say which side I support on this conflict. Reason being that this isn’t a question about politics. But I had to use that as an example.

So my question again: have you ever regretted learning the truth about something? Being at naive at times just seems an easier way to go. Obviously that’s fools logic but maybe not always.

So we are writing for over 50 days in a row from morning to night, and have fun sending different pictures / snaps to each other what we are currently doing.

She knows that I liked here and wanted to meet up the next day at my place to talk about, she should already have come over that day but cancelled it and then changed her mind again and had time spontanously...

At my place, she said she didn't want to give me false hopes. I understood that she prefers older man and I am 2y younger than her. She was open to me with her sexual preferences etc, she is addicted to sex so she had many partners probably 50 - 100+ .

After we cleared up the talk, she knew I liked / loved her , but she didn't tell me anything about her feelings directly only " I don't wanna give you false hopes, I don't even know what I really want." and later on she tells me I should ask her more personal questions, deeper conversations, she likes talking with me.

Then after the talk around 5:30pm I asked her if she would stay for dinner, she stayed for some reason, if she doesn't want to give me false hopes why does she stay, why didn't she tell me to fuck off like a friend of mine who got rejected from her?

And while preparing the dinner, she makes always body contact even uncomfortable body contact like pressing her chest against me, like I would not notice. And stuff like that or I playfully put her some chocolate in her mouth (teasing a bit), and she liked it.

She even wanted to do something again together, like cook smth else or do some baking. And for next week is planned to go somewhere with friends. But I don't really know if I still want to go there.

So in the end she was all the time happy, teases me , but doesn't want to give me false hope

Should I stop have contact with her? Because I myself feel like I am wasting my time with her...