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I have not really gotten off the ground running on just about everything in life. It is really hurting my self-esteem and has left me feeling ignored, irrelevant, bored, and feeling like I am losing my ever fucking mind.

I will provide a few examples:

One, I have been trying to sell my independent web services. I am a talented web developer. I acknowledge AI is making it easier to create web apps and websites, but not everyone has fully adopted it yet for these purposes. I had a few clients and created websites for them last year. I received mostly positive feedback, and I offered my services for a steal. I was supposed to work on one more website for another small business, and it has been over 6 months and I haven't heard a thing from them. That is now $1,500 I will not be getting. They are a landscaping supply company, so this time of year would be ideal. Meanwhile, I launched a website trying to gain clients. No calls, no web form submissions, nothing. I advertise, sometimes cold call, reach out to other recruiters and company owners... nothing. One of my clients from last year that I was told needed updates, they have yet to provide me with anything. Potential and existing clients are pulling back.

Then, I am spending a lot of my time now trying to advocate and raise awareness about our crumbling public safety infrastructure in my state, as it has become very problematic. I have spoken with news organizations, and they now either lie saying they will "get to it" or I am ignored and sidelined.

I feel like I am not taken seriously now, and that I have become irrelevant.

Bare with me as it just occurred to me. I know a 60+ yr old guy dating a 30 yr old woman. So, what if he saw her mom when he was 30 before married/pregnant and talked with her... instead of interest in her, he was interested in after she was married, marrying her future female offspring.

What words, emotion, expression would that create?

Yea, I know it's weird, just thought I'd share how weird life can be.

It's actually kinda sick. But then again, people do the weirdest stuff...

For purposes of protecting the innocent, I'm anon.

it's GAG... just let it be... you'll only find this kind of question... on GAG...

What is your main purpose of using AI?

(not necessarily on the GaG).