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Obviously it isn't right to cheat but that's what I did long ago and would do it again if I had to. I had already prepared and practiced for the exam with a tutor during summer school. I took all that time, all that month of preparation and really thought I was improving. All for nothing when I retook the state exam.

I had an overall good GPA, completed my community hours and there was nothing else lacking. Everything was good except that one standardized reading exam (many other students were failing it too) I was sick of failing. I had enough and cheated from another girl's (someone that was retaking the exam too but I felt like she knew the answers) scantron sheet. I passed on the 2nd retake (3rd time) in my junior year of HS and I never heard from that exam ever again.

I was desperate I guess. Honestly would you do what I did if you've tried everything, even got tutored and nothing works except cheating? To me, this seems like an exception and a good example of ''in love and war, everything is fair''. I wouldn't have gotten my HS diploma (never been able to even go to college, finish my major, etc) without passing that one exam.

I am meeting with my boyfriend of a year who said we were on a "break" a month ago and ghosted me. During that time he hungout with this girl that during our relationship I told him he cannot talk to or we are done. They have done sexual things before and she sent me an extremely disrespectful text (disrespecting me and my boyfriend) 6 months ago. He wants to talk tomorrow (likely about getting back together). I really need either him to confess to me he saw her or I need to bring it up and clarify that if we do get back together he needs to cut her off permanently and he will not be going on "breaks" to talk to her every now and then if thats why he did this. His response to those needs is the deciding factor that is gonna make or break his chance of getting back together with me. The problem is this is his first relationship and he has a strong "fighting = broken relationship" thinking. And unfortunately I cannot bring up this topic without being mad and fighting about it. I was thinking of typing everything I want to say on a paper a bringing it with me and then being like "I don't know how to talk about this without fighting and I don't want to fight so please read this" and hand it to him. Would this be a good idea or weird/too much drama? Any other ideas? I just feel like if I bring it up by talking about it that it will lead to a negative conversation/fighting and I won't say the right things on the spot.