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I had a gender reveal with my boyfriend yesterday, and he posted a story with me and asked if he should tag me in it I said yeah ofc… I was tired I went to bed and got on instagram when I woke up and saw he didn’t tag me. And this was our baby shower together. So I was like wtf, I get all these notifications from everyone that I was tagged or mentioned in their stories except him. So I’m like that’s weird so I go to his page to see if he tagged me in the comments or something like that. He didn’t so now I’m kinda confused like why didn’t he tag me. So I started thinking he didn’t want some women to see me. So I think of a women that has come between us in the past. A women who he said he had no contact with and that was blocked and it’s in the past. So I said okay and went with that but something told me to check his followers and sure enough the women is there and they are mutuals. So I called him and I was asking him what’s going on because he told me she was blocked. He then tells me that she was blocked at the time he told me but apparently we had a fight and he unblocked her and added her again and she then added him. Mind you we have not broken up since January and that breakup lasted 4 hours because not long after that I found out I was pregnant and had to tell him. And we discussed our issues and decided we should get back together and work it out. It’s now June and we have not had any breakups or periods of us not communicating. I just feel like whatever fight he’s talking about that we had, after we made up why didn’t he block her again. And also why would he turn to her in the moment it got difficult with us. He claims he didn’t communicate with her but I don't know. So this morning I didn’t have much time to talk but I told him. We need to take a break for about a week and figure everything out. And I feel he braving me to feel insecure when he told me he didn’t like how I looked 2 minutes into our gender reveal

I'm really trying to become more social, I have already made a progress but when it comes to these places, I just can't find the appeal and will to go there. My sisters don't understand, they're the more "normal" ones. I've used to prefer staying at home and videogames, now I have gotten more extroverted but I'm still more of an introvert, an ambivert maybe, and I just don't want to do something that's so unlike me.

So that's why I'm asking and please be honest guys, what you think about this issue of mine?

I don't like alcohol, I don't want to dance and be surrounded by such a huge number of alcohol (and whatever else) influenced people.

I don't really want a boyfriend who'd be a party animal in the first place. It's fine if he wants to go out but I prefer quieter settings and I must say that nothing beats home in the end (at least for me).