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So, this is probably a stupid question, and I think I know the answer, but I would like a woman's perspective on this. There's a model that I've interacted with a few times on Instagram who I've gotten along with quite well. There was an IG live thing that we did, talked and joked around for a little over an hour, had a few conversations besides that; it's been decent but not a ton of contact.

I want to delete my instagram account now, for personal reasons, but I'd like to stay in touch with the model, so I sent her a message stating as much. I sent the message about a day ago, and I've seen her post to her story since that time, but she hasn't even openned my DM. Naturally I'm kind of wondering if maybe her answer is that she doesn't want to stay in touch. I've also thought about the fact that what I'm asking of her is kind of a big deal and that she probably wants time to think things over. At least, I know that it would be a big deal to me, if I was in her position. The model and I live in different countries, so even if she stayed in touch with me, it's not like there's a ton of additional intimacy.

I'm just curious about what the feminine take is on this situation? How big of a deal is it for a man to ask a woman he's met online, to stay in touch? What would you do in her position?

2021: Me (31) has romantic interest in somebody I work with (21). She also had romantic interest in me. We started flirting and hanging out. One night she comes over and we have a couple of drink (measured 3oz of liqour in mixed drink with ice). I get up courage to ask to kiss her and she says yes. Night progresses and we end up in bed together and she spends the night with me. In the morning I intimate intimacy again, shortly after she leaves. I messaged her about how special I thought the night was and how happy I was to spend the night holding her (I was head over heels for her for MONTHS before but she had a boyfriend), she tells me that I raped her. I tell her to tell the cops and get a rape kit done, that I'd plead guilty in a second if she pressed charges (as a guy it's not my place to define rape). She says no, we end up dating for about 9 months. During that time she makes a few subtle comments about me what happened, and after talking to her for a bit and realizing she's been unhappy for a while and reccomend therapy. She's goes to therapy and a few months ago left for finishing up school overseas and broke up with me. At this point I had already told her I loved her (felt like I had for a very very long time, since before she even messaged me I couldn't stop thinking about her). While she's been gone I have sent her a message here and there, ar first she responded normally seemingly wanting to have a conversation and even wished me a happy birthday unprovoked. I sent her a video about a month ago that was funny, no message, just trying to give her some laughs; she told me "please stop messaging me". So I have since then until yesterday, which I only said congratulations for graduating college, no response though I'm sure she has me blocked. Anyways to the point. I am still head over heels in love with her. She's been gone for months but is always prevalent on my mind and I know starts working again in a few weeks. . . Can she ever forgive me?