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Lately I've been watching gamplay videos of "Red Dead Redemption 2" on youtube from Markiplier because:
1) I can't afford a PS4 at the moment and It's not a priority of mine
2) I like Markiplier and have been watching his videos for years
3) I didn't want to watch the series, but watched the first episode when I was bored one day and got hooked after the first video.
I know its a video game and not reality, BUT DAMN the things the characters do in the game look cool, even for a northern city boy like me. While watching the videos I think about taking 6 months out of my life and learn how to do things like ride a horse, lasso a rope, hunt, fish, start fires, and eat beans from a can. Does anybody else ever fantasized about something after seeing people do it?

by the way, I said I want to LEARN how to do those things, not actually live in the Wild West and die befor 50.

So, when I'm talking to girls in general I don't really hit on them, I am being a little flirty but not too much, just for the fun. We were at a party one night and a girl friend of mine told me that I couldn't realize if a girl is hitting on me even if she would tell me dead in the face. She told me that after the girl who was "hitting on me" all the night left. I mean, I really don't realize when a girl is hitting on me so I simply don't take the risk to approach her. I don't want a relationship that much, I wouldn't mind tho, I just can't read girls signals.

So, should start getting closer to girls who are flirting or just do what I do?