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uwu i got sent an offer from a college but i might stay to do A levels at my school i dont know yet so help me!

they are making me choose by the 19th and sure i could accept and then just change my mind but if i accept i want to accept BECAUSE IM COMMITTED TO IT!!! YEAH!!!

im having a meltdown

none of the "its ur choice at the end of the day" shit if i could make a choice I wouldn't BE ASKING

SO here's THE REASONS

Leave and go to SD:

• Strong academic programs
• Experienced teachers
• Small class sizesd
• Access to resources
• Extra-curricular activities
• More academic choices
• Increased independence
• Preparation for university
• Access to specialist facilities
• New experiences and opportunities
• 96% have been placed at their first choice uni
• A* – A Grades: 46.5% (5.6% above the national average)
• Mam wants me to go here

Stay in GIC

• Small year group = lots of focus from teachers
• Effectively guaranteed to be able to be a prefect
• Guaranteed to be able to chair the eco council
• Continuing welsh education
• LOTS of very good trips ill almost definitely be able to go on
• Fun days
• Well being days
• Connecting with the year above
• Keep working on my projects into the next year
• Teachers are great references
• The new building
• Likely won’t make many friends in SD
• I have no clue what life is like for lgbt students there since its a catholic school
• One sixth former in GIC has gotten an offer from oxford
• From what I’ve heard most of the sixth formers are getting into 1st choice russelgroup unis

Context : My friend and I are arguing, I feel like she's settiting higher expectations aswell as not taking this seriously. Below are 2 texts.

Me:"Okay so I know Ur busy and I know that u can't respond all the time. I also understand that u don't want deep convos all the time and I get that. However I can't be understanding to the point that I ignore how I feel. I feel that we do only talk when u have a college question or issue. I feel that when I speak about "chill" things that u don't want to ask me more. I know that everyone should priorize themselves but at the end of the day if everyone did and I'll use an example :like a road with a give way sign, if no one let the cars into the road and put others first then we would all be in a traffic jam. l think my point is that sometimes Ur too wrapped up in Ur stuff to be aware enough that other things are going on too. I think we do have polar opposite views and that we are at different stages. But it goes beyond that, you need to improve from the inside out too. I think my points are valid and that if I do make mistakes I own up to them, this isn't one of them. I think u need to reflect "

Her:"Like it is valid I haven't been saying they haven't been but I just say my views and how it think it's been a long time since I haven't been able to be who I am and just changed and I really like this me not being a kiss ass or scared to sac speak to someone. Like I'm Not to the point of not acknowledgingp ppls feelings it cuz I don't want to deal with it and don't care and domt hv the time to care or just don't care in general nothing personal I just don't atm but it's still valid. I don't think I hv set expectations like I've just been having convo with u like doesn't mean u hv to look into it deeply. Like nothing for me rn is deep and don't want to think about it. Like I haven't feel like it has changed and idm cuz I don't feel like anything has chnage and we can still just talk about anything literally idm"