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For context, me (20) and her (19)

So I've know this girl for 4 years. 4 years I've liked her. She told me she used to kiss guys while she was in a relationship. This was when she was 14-15.

But when I met her she was dating this guy. 4 years later.
Me and her stopped talking for 6 months.

After those 6 months, we meet up and she told me she broke up with her boyfriend. Again she dated for 4 years. Apparently she cheated on him. That's what she told me.

That same day i slept with her. And it was nice. And she is genuinly caring, basically want u want from a girl. But she cheats!!
And I don't know what to do. She also took my virginity away. She was my first everything. Really... Everything. And im happy it was her. Cuz like i said she is really like perfect girlfriend material, minus the cheating.

I feel so stupid, why do I still like her? Even if me and her start dating, she will probably cheat again, I don't know.

Also im not interested in sex buddies. Just not my style xd.

I have been struggling with a lot of depression lately. I am 27 (turning 28 this year) and never had a real girlfriend before.

Back in June 2020, I met this girl on a coding forum. We really hit it off and had an online thing going for 5 months. I finally met her in person in November of 2020, where she discovered I wasn't her type. I was heartbroken.

She never had a male friend before she met me. She was a devout Catholic girl that was sheltered and homeschooled her entire life in the farmlands of rural Illinois along with 6 other siblings. She never had a boyfriend before, never kissed, and was a virgin. She was exactly the girl I was looking for, because I sought a girl without a romantic past, and she was perfect.

I was very heartbroken when she broke up with me. I didn't really count her as a real girlfriend because what we had was almost all online and she dumped me when we met in person for the first time.

Anyways, she met some other guy whom she became serious with back in early 2020. She was engaged to him a few months later, and they are expected to be married on the 22nd this month. I have been struggling about it, especially because her wedding day is approaching. This guy will get to be her first everything... her first love, the first guy to see her naked, the first guy to take her virginity, and everything!