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I’ve liked this girl at my job since I’ve met her. I’ve done things that made it pretty obvious I was crushing on her, I would try to impress her with things, watch her favorite shows and talk about them with her at work, motivate her to pursue her dreams. I was really into her. She had a boyfriend though and eventually I felt it was pointless and I wanted to be respectful. So I tried to move on by dating other girls. They didn’t work out and my last girlfriend was very toxic. I tried burying my feelings for her through other relationships. After that I started thinking about her again, I wanted to tell her that I had liked her all along and everything but I would see her hang out with this guy from work all the time and everyone there basically thinks they are an item or will be. It’s crushing me thinking that he’s probably going to get her, she talks to him all the time. It used to be me. But that was when she had a boyfriend. I stopped talking to her when I dated those girls because I wanted to get over her. I’m not mad that she might be moving on to a different guy but I don’t know if I should try to tell her how I feel or if I should let my feelings go. The thing is she would never know how I felt about her. I just don’t want to make things awkward and I already have anxiety, if she rejects me I’ll probably feel so crushed to have to be around her again.

This girl i dated 5 years ago and i recently got back in touch.

I was a major simp and loser back then. Now i own my own place, have a stable job.

We broke up very badly but we finally talk it out and admitted our mistakes. We talked for a few days and she kinda instant reacted.

I would like to give it another shot with her if she can prove to me she is worth it. When we dated the first time I gave her a lot of attention and became her first boyfriend. She wasn't the prettiest girl but i liked her.

Now after a few days she is acting like the other Girls i met in the time between. Responding late, leaving me on read for a while. Just to be sure I do the same and like double the time on it.

She said last week she doesn't see us getting together again but It seem like the dating game is started again. I Know she can be worth my love again.

But before I go crazy about her again. Is she re-testing me. We both still feel a connection