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I’m 25 and my parents still have not noticed I have tattoos. My family are surper religious goody goody people, no tattoos, marry perfect white guy, no sex, be innocent angel. Since I was 23 I got tatoos it was always my dream & I like tattoos. I have a heart on my finger, rose on my wrist and plan get a small butterfly on my other wrist. I have another tattoo on my finger that says a word from my business. I wear longsleeve 24/7 and live alone so I don’t see them often. But I put makeup for my finger tattoos. One time a guy said he likes my finger tattoos and my mom said what? She didn’t like tattoos nor has any. The guy looked so confused. Then mom once said oh this guys girlfriend is so ugly she has a million tattoos disgusting. my dad has a tattoo of our dog that passed away but my mom never got mad , but when it comes to me she’ll beat me if she finds out when I visit her. She’ll hit me really hard be furious and even cry as she wants control my life have my life be how she wants only. My boyfriend has a lot of tattoos too.

I’ve been hanging out with a guy since late December, we have not been on any dates but we do have different schedules. He works day/night shifts and I work from 8-5. Some nights when he gets off work he will come to my house and see me for a few hours. he isn’t just getting some and leaving he Will usually stay for at least 3/4 hours which I think is nice because I know he is tired from work. The other day he was over and my friends was over as well and he sat and talked to them for a good hour even though he didn’t have to and I know he was tired.. but what confuses me is what I’m about to say. after my friends left he made the comment that if my roommate moves out that me and him should live together that it would be nice and I agreed.. but then a little while later we was play fighting and he said that we was friends with benefits and told me to fist bump him? I believe he could tell it hurt my feelings bc I asked him if he was serious and just kinda sat there I didn’t cry but I really wanted too. then when he went to leave to go home I asked him if he was serious about it bc I told him I can not do friends with benefits that I mentally can’t do it that it mentally drives me insane and he just gave me a big long kiss and told me his going to let me figure it out!!! I don’t know if he is kidding or what any of this means and today he snapped me but opened mine and left me on read. I will sometimes do this to him and he mentioned it the other day, not sure is that is why he is doing it or not :( 😒 pls help