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I really hate life. And not just my life personally, I hate the notion of existence in this steaming pile of shit world we live in. The cost of every day essentials like housing, healthcare, food, gas just makes sick to my stomach. The way humans treat each other is absolutely appalling. Unnecessary insults like incel, femcel, simp, and pick me are grade A examples of what a contemptible species humans are. We are the only ones who have to pay to exist in this world. Humans are more sophisticated than all other species , yet somehow we still live by social Darwinistic survival of the fittest mindset. We find anything and everything to fight each other about. You don’t think the same way I do, therefore you’re a stupid piece of trash and evil!! This is the tip of the iceberg on what is wrong with our world. I could write a novel on how much I detest the human species, and being a part of them.

upon "the knowledge of good and evil"... Bible:Genesis 3

That was what was "chosen" in the "Garden of Eden", in the early story in Genesis. Real or allegory, it seems to fit well their reality.

Gen: 16 lays out... their great ancestor Abraham knocks up wifes maid and throws her out, she nearly dies a miserable, lonely death. But alas... she is saved by the same God! ARE YOU SENSING SOME KofGAE? hatred! Can you imagine what Hagar, the maid, told her sons about those "other people"? They are evil! Hatred!

Abraham creates the people of Isreal (Jewish)... whom are offered a promised land... where there was already people (aheem...). Isreal takes that area but in time, are overtaken and scattered over the globe. WWII Nazi Germany tries to wipe them out.. fail! So the western powers that won, put Isreal back in the promised land... where there's a bunch of "Palestinians"... e. g. the people that hate them.

Since then, they fight, lots of trauma, death, destruction, misery and suffering.

Isreal was directly involved in killing hundreds USA citizens in the USS Liberty attack (they justified it so they could obtain Nuclear weapons, to ensure their survival) and quite possibly, the assasination of a US President... that is not fact, but possible.

So here they are, the thorn in the fabric of the world. A good peoples, but a sharp edge. The other side, is nearly insane by most definitions. Rabid with hatred.

It is the delivery of "the knowledge of good and evil"... one side thinks they are good, the other side sees them as evil. Both will murder each other.

That is obvious...

Some further reading...

https://www.biblestudy.org/maturart/who-are-the-palestinians.html

You'd have to admit... the author of the Bible, is correct... and is giving what was requested...

note the Bible, if one goes onto read the "next" section, the New Testament, gives a bailout option to all that mess. That's another "story" for another day.

For context I am 22 and recently graduated college.

During my senior year of highschool there was a girl who was two years younger than me. Its a long story and hard to explain but essentially we both had a crush on each other for like 2 years at this point but had never dated. At this point, knowing I was about to graduate, I was scared of dating her. At the same time, I was a little sad that I wasted the last couple years and never dated her while I could.

there's more to the story but I'll keep it brief: we were really, really into eachother (based on my own experience and what her friends have told me) but we never dated, and when we tried in the summer before I went to college we got into an emotion-fuled fight and really hurt eachother. I think we both just knew that with me in college and her still in highschool it was not going to work. And being young and dumb we said stupid things to each other.

During my freshman year I asked one of her friends if she was still mad at me and she said no, in fact, she wanted me to text her. We apologized to each other and I told her I wanted to at least be friends and she said she felt the same. But we drifted apart and I haven't really spoken to her since then.

I am probably overthinking this but I wonder if she's still into me. She is the most attractive girl I've ever met even after all this time. She always views my stories on instagram and snap, but we never talk. We both dated a few people over the years but nothing has lasted.

Do you think there's a chance she still might me interested in me? Or am I crazy and wishfulling thinking. I just hate that we never really had a chance to actually try at dating.

I want to know if I need to finally let go and move on if there could be a chance for us.