i guess i'm obsessed with my ex boyfriend. He broke up with me and said that he deleted my phone number after a fight when i had asked him to talk to me or delete because he was leaving all of my messages on seen deliberately and i didn't like what he was doing to me then at all because i felt so bad like i was never precious to him anymore after like one or more years. i'm not sure about the time. But it was long and pretty meaningful to me and i really loved him despite everything and i'm still in so much pain that i can never keep my life going on anymore. i cannot understand how he can be this cruel and careless about me. i even would marry him one day and he was also someone so good. But why is he doing this to me? i really don't understand. i believed in him a lot and he tried a lot for me to trust him. i did but why are we living this now? i'm so confused and broken. i can't feel good whatever i do. How hard i try it is still useless for me. My money is not enough for a good therapy, either. i feel like sick for days and he is not doing anything for me to heal or feel better at all and just living his life carelessly like nothing happened before. it hurts more. i know it is not end of the world or he is not the only guy for me on earth. But i still cannot believe how he could do this to me. i cannot get out of this shock phase at all and he is never coming back to me. Today will be the 5th day since he's gone. i waited for everything to be okay again a lot but it didn't. So today i sent him a pretty long message that i said that i gave up, too and i blocked him on every social media accounts. But i still feel so bad and it all feels like a nightmare to me now. i want to wake up but i cannot. i need help. i also cannot share this with my family they won't understand and i have no true friends anymore. i feel so lonely like i'm in a darkness right now and cannot find the light, too. i'm in depression and i cannot find a suitable job for me for a long time.
We all go through this and it really is unavoidable in life unless we don't date, I know the feeling I went into a depth of depression when my girlfriend dumped me by text no warning or signs. My advice is just hang in there you will recover DONT CONTACT THEM IN ANY FORM, as time went by and I healed I realised we where never suited like day and night we where, and found out by her best friend she cheated twice, making a fool out of me. This life is short so do what u feel you need to listen to sad songs, stay in bed and hide from the world whatever helps you heal if will take time so hang in there. As for friends in this world lucky if you get 2 real friends in this world, not the fake social media ones someone who cares. Good luck to you
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There are plenty of good guys out there. You pass by them and don't even notice them every day while you are busy crying over this fool. It's time to move on with your life. Get up and do something good for yourself.
You need to take back your self worth. Ain’t no way a person that has high self worth would say they would marry someone that treats them that way
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