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I’ve realised that more normal looking girls have much better qualities than prettier girls.

Prettier girls tend to have worse personalities in my dating experience.
I’m yet to find a good one.

I guess no girl has everything.

I think a lot of us modern men under 40 become disillusioned with women, and frankly, get fed up with their stupid sh*t, nagging, and selfishness. In our teens and twenties, we often imagine women being kind, supporting, sweet, always there and by your side, pure bliss in the bedroom, and sticking by you, no matter what.

But by the time you reach your thirties, or maybe even before that, you come to the realization that women are just people, and most people are assholes who only care about themselves and will quickly throw you under the bus to save their own asses. But unlike men, women are never held accountable for anything, so get to continue being selfish assholes without consequence.

This is why even in 2022, a man is only seen as being as valuable as his resources. It's never about personality. Aside from cockiness and ego, that is; literally the only "personality trait" that matters with (most) women. Aside from that, you're only as good to a woman as what material possessions you can provide to her.

This isn't to say I hate women. I hate humanity in general! Men and women equally! But do any of you other men ever come to the realization that what you always thought of women, relationships, love, female companionship, etc, to be, was actually just an illusion and that in reality, most women are just a giant pain in the ass and occasional sexual release every now and then? Essentially, love isn't real.

I dunno; I just kinda need to vent today. People suck and I'm fed up pretending like they don't.

The story is quite big but I'll try my best to sum it up in just a few lines. Hope you guys can understand.
So there's this woman (let's name her Lilly) who is actually my next door neighbor. She's actually 7 years older than me, lol and she also got a brother who's the same age as me. So talking about Lilly. She's a beautiful woman with a killer smile and a fantastic personality. But like everyone else, she also got her own demons and fair share of past traumas. Even though she struggles with anxiety, adhd and other issues, she's the most resilient and determined woman I've ever seen. A true fighter! She's ambitious, driven and passionate about her work and... Yea... I could actually go on and on but... let's just get to the story.
So around this time last year, we started talking through insta. I mean... I always saw as a sister only tbh. So whenever I'd find some funny reels, I'd send it to her along with my own sister who is actually 10 years older than and also a really good friend of Lilly. Time passed by... sending reels and good night messages kinda became a tradition between us. We bonded really quickly and like she'd say... We vibed! I told myself that I think I got a best friend with whom I can share anything. And she also shared some of her biggest secrets with me too. I was slowly falling for her without even realizing that myself cos in my head I've always limited our relationship to just "friends". Long story short, we both fell in love with each other. We did go through an on and off phase in between cos we didn't want anyone to know about us especially our family members cos we come from different religious and cultural backgrounds plus, the age gap. I know it's 21st century and we should have an open mind and all but we r just afraid of losing our loved ones. So we mutually decided to end it cos it was hurting both of us and now after she's gone, there's not a single day I don't miss her and cry. And it's slowly killing me from inside. I can't...