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*Skip this if you don’t believe in God*

I believed God exists because without him I wouldn’t regret what I had done wrong. He showed me the right path and is very forgiving of me. I sometimes hate myself for hurting others because it’s against God’s will. I realised that I shouldn’t follow societal expectations of women, like how I should look to please lots of men. I don’t follow trends and I don’t follow celebs and beauty trends, I didn’t buy luxury goods too. I realised if I were to follow them till I die, I will have to face God myself and I might end up in hell. I’m someone who would rather listen to God than random people telling me what I should do when I’m not like them. I’m not against people who don’t believe in God. The reason why I came back to God is because of how messed up the world is and God made me see the positive side of things.

I prayed to God every single day thanking him for keeping me alive and safe whenever I go out. I may not be rich but I’m perfectly happy with what I have rather than worry about what I didn’t have that most rich people can afford. God gave me a choice whether to follow him or go against him which is what I loved about him. I do faced judgements from random strangers because I’m not following trends but I just ignore them and live my life because what matters me the most is I follow God’s ways. God only sees how good a person’s heart is while many people tend to see how a person looks physically which is sadly true, if not why would the handsome men and beautiful women get so many people trying to make a move on them? I’m a low maintenance girl living a minimalist lifestyle.

My boyfriend (33) recently went on an international trip with his best friend (female). He said she asked him and it was long due. They booked two different rooms (as per him) and she even has a boyfriend. He came back and spoke to me and said “Please trust me, she is a very dear friend and person.” Things have been normal and but I kind of don’t trust because he didn’t share any pictures with her on Instagram (he generally does if someone tag him). I confronted him but he kept saying she is friend.
Once I said jokingly “oh come on, she is a beautiful blonde girl and you never had feelings?” On this he said, she wants family and at least 5/6 dates before sex which kind of surprised me. I feel that he may had feelings but let go of her.

He is a very nice guy and everything was perfect before his trip. This episode had destroyed my peace and I want to see their pictures. I have already confronted him many times and he keeps saying nothing happened. It’s not about sex but if he had feelings and lied to me and went with her. I don’t want to annoy him but just want to know the whole truth. Because what he is telling me is half truth.