This probably isn’t what you want to hear, but it sounds like being single at this time would be best while you work on your issues. I totally get how you’re feeling and that you want to salvage the relationship, but with everything that you mentioned, it just seems like a relationship is the last thing you need to be focused on right now. The same issues you brought before will only come back, because people don’t change overnight and you have years and years of trauma in your past that needs healing. You just need time as a single person to work on yourself. If you don’t already, maybe you should consider therapy. Find someone you feel comfortable with and begin your journey. If you and your ex are meant to be, then trust that your paths will cross again, and if they do then at that point you can be the s better girlfriend and in a much healthier frame of mind.
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This is going to be a short answer, but honestly I would consider getting yourself therapy.
I'm not judging you at all, but it does indeed sound like you have a mood disorder, or some kind of deep internal depression that you need help to suppress or learn how to control in romantic-sexual situations.
As for this guy, well what's done is done and I do feel for you. However, it was probably for the best. I have been on the receiving end of a girl who was like this and it made me feel worthless to be honest. I don't hate her to this day, as I did love her dearly, but she did hurt me quite substantially and it took me a while to recover from her.
Get some help if you feel like you can't control these urges and feelings, it'll just eat you up otherwise and cause deeper problems in the future.
Good luck and I wish you all the best.
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