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My older sister never seems to be happy for me when something good happens in my life and she gets low key jealous when people around us start complimenting me about anything from looks, career or love interests.
People have approached me to ask me why does my sister hate me so much. These people are neighbors, church members and family friends. She pretends that she is such a great sister to me in front of my brothers and our parents so they can continue to laud what a wonderful sister she is to her younger siblings.
Some of things she has done were: Ruin my babyshower by using it as a rivalry with her ex bestfriend. By the time that shower ended, my family was divided and my aunt and my cousins didn't speak to us for over 5 years. She lied to everyone including my niece at her sweet 16 saying that she didn't know where I was when all along I was waiting for the ride she promised she'd send for me. My niece balled her eyes out the entire night thinking I flacked on her.
There's so much more but it would be way too long to write down. She's toxic and brings me nothing but negativity and stress to my home. She offers no support whatsoever and it feels like she only wants to sabotage me any chance she gets. She has told me to my face that I am not her sister 3x. When I tell my parents what she does, they say that I am acting this way because of my husband and they accuse me of being boy crazy for putting him first before family. This infuriates me! She's toxic! I feel its time to cut her out of my life. Ain't no way in hell would I have let her stick around this long if she was a friend and not my sister. Am I wrong if I do? Would you so the same? I feel like if I keep her around she's gonna betray me so bad that I may flip out on her.

This is fairly long winded, but does build to somthing. I would appreciate if you read it, but it is not necessary for the poll.

Please vote before you read, and then tell me if my monologue changed your mind.

Today I looked in the mirror and thought "My goodness, no wonder no one loves you, you're hideous!". I'm a very dramatic person in case you can't tell.
Now I am normally a very looks positive person, promoting inner beauty and loving yourself for what you are. So I began to wonder if this makes me a hypocrite... I'm here thinking I'll die alone because I'm "hideous" when I tell people that they can find love despite their appearance.
This is where I stopped and really looked at myself. I'm fat. My gut doesn't hang out or anything, but I'm definitely a plump girl. My nose is big, my cheeks are full, and my skin is so fair that I could hide naked in snow drifts and my vampy complexion would conceal me. I don't know why I'd be outside naked in the cold... but I could do it without detection if I really wanted to.

However, after careful consideration, I have decided that I am not "hideous". I may be plump as a kings Christmas pheasant, but a good portion of it is in my boobs and butt. Which my I say, I get many a unwanted complaint for. My face is chubby and my nose is big, but people love my eyes and my eyebrows have even gotten a few compliments. My lips are small but well shaped, and get many unasked for kisses. My hair is kind of like that one annoying friend who you love, but also hate.

So am I ugly? Probably. But a bad attitude certainly doesn't help.