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English is not my first language so my grammar and such might be off.

So I'm the youngest of my siblings and have a niece 21 and nephew 16 from my sister and brother. And I am 22. So one day the three of us went shopping and the store owner is very familiar to my family but first time meeting me. So on that day I kept looking in his direction without letting him notice cause damn he is so handsome. But I was super quiet other than shaking his hand and saying hi and goodbye.

He was helping us out but I kept every now and then turning to his direction and would catch him staring with a slight smile but quickly looking away when he sees me looking.

The second time we went he didn't look as much but was friendly then he asked my niece not me directly just her if I'm her sister she said not I'm actually her aunt and he looked so shocked and confused we laughed and he again said to her im very quiet and on silent mode we laughed and I just said yeah and he looked quickly at me.

Third time walking up to the store his outside helping one of his workers but when he sees us he quickly stops and walks in to wait for us to greet and help us out but little distracted and later on I went with my other niece who was younger into the store he was busy but when walking away he smiles.
Later on when walking past the store I can see him coming to stand in the doorway just staring at us but with such serious but curious eyes.
I'm really attracted to him and don't see him often but when I do I keep looking for signs do these mean anything please don't think I'm a shallow or selfish or self praises myself trying to trick myself thinking he is giving signs. People asking me about our cultures, His Muslim and im Caucasian.

When I saw him my heart skipped a beat, but trying to play it cool I approached the relationship with only friendship in mind. He ended up being kind and funny. He would stare at me from across the room, leave his group of friends just to talk with me and the TEASING? Well time goes by and I don't see him at my shift. I decided to try and look for his IG. When I clicked on his profile I saw a whole highlight dedicated to his GIRLFRIEND. I was so shocked. I tried my best to get over my feelings. But after a week I had to get some answers, so I texted him on Snap. I told him how I thought my feelings were mutual but I'm aware of his girlfriend, I made sure to mention that I thought she was pretty and how I think they should stay together. He left me on "seen". Even worse? He didn't add me back as a friend !

So a few weeks pass and I see him in the CITY with his GIRLFRIEND and he nods his head to my sister and I (my sister knows nothing about this). I just stood there and said "hi". Next day I see him at WORK? We had a few shallow interactions, but I guess I'm just too real to ignore the fat elephant in the room so I was pissed and ended up flirting with his friend in front of him. After this he wouldn't look at me at all lol. The next shift I saw him, I ended up knocking over his coffee. I wanted the ground to swallow me whole. I decided that I would re-make the coffee and when I gave it to him he smiled and said "thanks I appreciate that". I didn't even reply I just wheezed and left. When the day was over I was walking home with my sis and he drove past with his friends, he started pulling faces. And we just stared at each other. It felt nice, but at the back of my mind I was thinking of his girlfriend. Recently it was his bday, I say happy birthday on Snap again. He replies with "thanks that means a lot" and I reply with the "ok" hand emoji. He STILL didn't add me back. Why won't he add me back on Snapchat?

Advice is appreciated!

I feel like this is awkward situation a lot of people get out into. I love my boyfriend soooo much he's such a angel and treats me like a princess I honestly don't know how I got so lucky.

He has a extremely rich grandad and my boyfriend is very good with his money but that doesn't mean we don't struggle financially together sometimes. One day we'll see our hard work pay off especially once Papa pops as terrible as that sounds as we do both genuinely love and admire his grandparents and it's joke between us his grandads always says it to us when he knows we are down about money. He's always offering to help us but we always say no. Just makes you feel so depressed when your working your arse off everyday and still poor in the UK and then you see Becca next door with 25 kids from 25 different men getting a new TV and sports car off the councils money.

I've had the opportunity to date very rich men but they just weren't what I wanted in a partner they think because they have money nothing else matters and are extremely boring and shallow and only like me because I'm pretty and fun to be around whilst they aren't exactly anything special themselves in complete honesty.

My mum dated a millionaire before meeting my dad who at the time couldn't even afford to buy basic essentials for himself and had a 23 inch waist because he was that skinny from not being able to afford to eat much.

My mum had the same experience as me with her millionaire ex and my grandmother was so pissed at her when my mum dumped him and started seeing my dad because she married my grandad for money, she loved him but she said money helped and she always encouraged the woman in the family to marry for money whilst my mother is the total opposite.