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So my girlfriend is undeniably a tomboy. She has a rather firm and tough personality, and is really into sports... like soccer, basketball, volleyball, swimming, etc... she also just really likes walking a lot. She's also into theme parks and water parks... such as Universal, or Disney World, or SeaWorld, or Aquatica, or Discovery Cove, etc. She's also into martial arts, she's been at it for two years... and she is indeed quite cunning. She also likes video games, when she's not going out. She's better at those games than I am, though she's just a casual gamer. And when it comes to shows she likes watching, she very often likes shows/movies such as Breaking Bad, Dexter, Game of Thrones, the Godfather, Friends, The Office, etc. Nothing super sappy or that has to do with "girly" stuff. Just mostly gender-neutral shows.

She also keeps her hair short, more or less like a guy... I mean it's not that short, and looks great on her. If she was a guy it'd be long hair, and it has a lot of volume still, but for a girl it's short hair, since it doesn't even go to her chin or shoulders. Sorry to compare her to an anime character, but this childhood character is the only comparison I can think of without putting up my gf's actual picture on the internet, lol.

If you want a picture of a real girl, this is close enough, but I think the anime girl's hair is slightly closer to my gf's actual style, since my gf's hair has slightly more volume.

However, she does have a "girly" side to her. She's very understanding of others' emotions, and she waxes all her body hair off. She wears shorts a heck of a lot... which makes sense, though, since we live in Florida. But she says she absolutely hates body hair, and likes how smooth her body feels without any body hair... which is kind of hilarious to see such a tough girl worry about keeping her skin as soft as possible 😂😂😂

It feels SUPER nice, though. No complaints.

I am, and I'm not afraid to admit it, because it's the pure truth.

My whole life, I've never had any talent, and have never been willing to improve. I've noticed a certain pattern with me: I'm somewhat good for a beginner at something (sports, video games, drawing, cooking, etc), I overpraise myself for small acheivements, then someone who's actually decent comes and wipes the floor with me, and I prefer to cry and insult my opponent and quit rather than practice to better myself.

And my attitude is disgusting, too. I literally have no care or remorse for anyone around me. I only get worried when it affects me. Like if my boss died, my pay would then probably be delayed. But if it doesn't affect me, I don't care if my co-worker's grandma or whatever just died. I'd be lying if I said I did.

I also get into fights a lot because I'm very blunt and dramatic, but always get beaten because I'm physically weaker and almost never exercise. For example, I had went up to a guy at my school, pushed him, and said, "You should be kissing my ass right now, you retarded son of a bitch! I did all the work on the project for Mr. Smith's class, while you and that other guy didn't do shit, and still got a fucking A plus!" And then I go for a punch, and it hits, but then he hits me back even harder in succession till I finally fall to the ground.

But despite all this and being unwilling to change, I'm not proud of it, and am very well aware I'm far from a good person. I also do not admire people with similar attitudes to myself.

I overall act this because I'm unwilling to practice a lot and work hard to get good at something, because I want to appear tough so I just insult people instead of accepting my loss, because I don't care about anyone unless their misfortune affects me, and I like to point people out on their bullshit, like with people on projects who leave me to do all the work by myself.