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Years ago I briefly dated a former stripper. She might of done some “side work” but it was never confirmed. But I wouldn’t be surprised if she did.

After getting into long conversations with her she was actually much smarter than I expected. She was of course extremely beautiful. She was one of the top 3 most attractive women I had ever slept with in my life.

Ironically she came from a good family but she was the “problem child”. She wanted to date me seriously but she didn’t have a steady work nor any plans to go back to college (she dropped out). She also had problems with excessive marijuana use and experimenting with other harder drugs

I didn’t want a relationship but I did care for her. I was willing to just stay platonic friends and help her recover. I saw the potential if she reformed. But she didn’t accept that. I also inadvertently made a very stupid insulting comment after we had sex one time (and said wow you are so tight). I regretted saying that. I would of apologized if we talked again.

Anyway I followed her IG for a long time. She has now been sober from all drugs for 2 years. She also got several of her tattoos removed and she is going back to college. I don’t expect her to let me “accept” her idea of dating steadily at this point. But if she was were she was at now vs where she was 5 years ago I would of definitely considered it. But at the time I think she saw me as a “safety net nice guy”. Also I just bought my own house and she figured she might be get free rent if she moved in. But she was a mess at the time and was it really my job to reform her?

This woman that I used to work with is close to my age (we're both of legal age), I'd make memes about her name (only first name) because it was sincerely my favorite name to use to joke around with. We used to chit chat and go to the same school. I'm having a really rough year. I've ALREADY been into a LOT of trouble over the last 5-6 years, high school and college included. I've said a LOT of stupid ******* things I wish I could take back.

Anyway she never added me back on social media except once on Snapchat two years ago and she unfriended me the week after. I commented an emoji (nothing gross or racy, just a single laughter emoji without any words) on a funny video she made, and she literally had the audacity to block me on all social platforms she knows I use.

Now she has AT LEAST THREE of my profiles blocked even though I'd not engaged in her content this year. I deleted my old TikTok profile which was also the one she blocked. I still jokingly brought her up in stuff like groupchats and (just her name in) videos. I used her name like people use "Karen", "Kevin", or "Jezebel" as an insult—except it is a more edgy way of saying those names to insult the trolls, and sometimes I would use her name in place of the "red" pill (the so-called "alpha-male" tactic).

I had her number but didn't call her for the first 3 years. When I did, she basically said hello and got pissed at me when she found out a Snapchat friend of mine snitched on me for using her pictures. Her profiles were public, now all of them that I know of are set to private.

I am highly influenced by the people I am around with, especially as far as dudes are concerned. Andrew Tate and his followers taught me that men are dominant, that they must learn that women like to play hard-to-get.

I feel bad for whoever blocked me. I didn't rant about her in groupchats til' AFTER she blocked me.