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started seeing a guy became close friends with benefits for two months. his ex girlfriend (one he thought to marry) came back. told him to go for it, he did, we remained friends but then I left as a friend to make sure they wouldn't break up with me in picture. they broke up 6 month later he came back. we messed around eventually he asks me to date him to be his girlfriend I said no as he's rebounding and I don't wanna be that girl. we continue seeing eachother, we get close again. I ask for 6 month if he was sleeping with anyone else he said no. I had a feeling and addressed it he later confirmed he slept with 4 other women. we weren't labeled boyfriend and girlfriend however thought it was exclusive as I was with him. I said he ruined my chance to have a hot girl summer before we settled into a relationship. we are official noe but I wanted to break up because of having doubts if he maybe could get away with again cheated. we came up with agreement that this summer I can have hot girl summer and sleep with 4 people to make him pay for it and help me get over it. I have feelings for him and only want him but have this feeling he may cheat in our relationship. he said no because he wants to marry me someday to do this and we will be even and move forward from it. I said ok. however I'm not sure actually what to do?

Well, I am in girls wrestling. My coach and I recently met at the beginning of the season (6 months ago). I know, I know, it's weird and messed up to be attracted to my coach who is married but I don't know, I feel like there are some things he does that make it seem like he likes me. I asked my close friends who are also on the team and they said that they do seem to notice that my coach gets close to me, closer to than the other girls on the team when we talk. I do also notice that whenever he talks and I am around, we have intense eye contact. Like when he talks he will only ever look at me when he's talking even with the other girls on the team or my other coach being there. Additionally, my friend and I have noticed that he seems to act weird when I talk about another guy, in a way that he seems jealous.. It's crazy to think this but I think he does get jealous. I know he loves his wife though and he probably only sees me as a kid but it just can't be me right? Like with that, no way. And, when we talk we seem to talk like friends more than coach and wrestler but then again maybe it is just his way of being and friendly.. what do you think?