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She broke up with me for many reasons. Main reason I think is I didn’t make her feel special enough, she worried it could get messy. This girl was such a rare fine and too beautiful. I just can’t 😭. when we broke up I was hurt and told her not to contact me and unfollowed her off of instagram

I sent her a message 1.5 months after breakup a simple how are you etc.. she did ignore me

Message to send aswell as 100 roses 🥀

looking back on our relationship, I thought the connection we had was special and unique! The memories we made have stayed with me, I thought what we shared was genuinely meaningful. I do find myself thinking about you and wondering how you’re getting on, you meant a great deal to me and I still miss you much!

If you are open to it, I would really like to see you again and catch up it would be nice to hear from you 😊

When I last spoke to my ex she was really rude. She was horrible to me. I was just there taking the shots and saying sorry and I’ll do xyz to make her happy as I didn’t want her to leave.

When I look at the things I could have said about her, I could have said she’s emotionally unstable, insecure, v immature, flakey, selfish and not marriage material.

I should have ripped her apart. She painted me out as a bad partner when I was a good boyfriend to her.

I could not understand why I'm being told I'm not being "cultural" enough as a kid. Sit straight, legs down. Etc.

Truth be told, when you're yelled at for not sitting right in a way that feels life threatening, it only makes your body involuntarily curl up and put your feet up again. That's just fear response.

Well that's my oldest memory of eating food, a daily occurrence.

But then you do learn to sit straight but you chew really really really fast. And you have old people tell you SLOW DOWN, MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO CHEW SLOWLY, IT IS HEALTHIER.

I assume that means, when they were younger they lived through the same shit.

And then i would hear on podcasts how chewing slowly makes us digest food better. So? Self torment. Just move like a robot. Sudden movements and pauses. Of course i am exaggerating. And i have to, because i am fully certain that more people in the world do a degree of this than not.

And that is the difference between eating and devouring: baseline stress levels. You think you're fine. You truly do. But your body does not.

And, by the way, i really really hope someone will listen to this piece of advice: Never say "I'm fine" if you have even a smallest, quantum sized doubt that you are.

If you do, we cannot be friends. But you are allowed to say "i just don't know, i do not feel at ease."

Not because i haven't figured it out already. But because it is a lie and is harmful to both parties.

But back to the main topic. I LOATHE devouring food greedily. It disgusts me. As soon as i take a bite too huge, i lose appetite, i remember my dad and his friends devouring foodstuff like pigs. Feeling a sense of disgust is good, feel as much of it as you can to train your body not to repeat it. But it isn't not enough, you also need honesty.

For many years i struggled to be different. Now, i am relaxed and perfectly doing the "cultural" thing they all tried to mimic and failed. Just relax and slowly, quietly eat your biologically blessed food.