What do I hate about myself?
My height, skin tone (not ethnicity), looks, penis size, and pretty much literally everything about my body and physical appearance. Being short (180 cm) is about 45-50% of everything I despise about my physical appearance though; and people insulting me even more with backhanded compliments, like calling me "average/worthless/valueless" like "they are," is infinitely more insulting than just agreeing with me and going, "yeah, you are pretty puny compared to other adult men." I mean, I can accept being small and weak, but being called an objectively valueless human being ("average") is rage inducing and the ultimate insult. Some professionals have even said I have BDD.
I also have a small dick too; 16.5 cm. And no, I don't care if some other men are even smaller than that (though I really doubt that, cause that's small AF already) or have a literal micropenis. I can live with having a dick too small for sex though, cause being short means no women are going to be interested in dating/sleeping with you anyway. So it's kind of like worrying about lacking the skills for a job you'd never get hired for, to begin with.
At the very least, I like about 85% of who I am, in personality. I can respect who I am, as a person, even if I'm essentially physically handicapped. My only real negatives in personality, are that I can be too negative/pessimistic/cynical. Although with my life and never-ending disappointments, that's almost kind of justified. You try being optimistic while being me and always denied happiness due to some BS out of your control. I legit didn't think I'd even live to 24, let alone 12 years beyond that. So I'm kinda surprised I've even made it to old age. I'll be 36 November 8th. Damn that's old!
But really, I'd be much, much, much happier, if I wasn't a short sh*t. I could live with being 6'1"/185 cm, but 6'5"/195 cm, is what I was meant to be, and what would've made me truly happy. I still hate being physically weak (short) every day. I was supposed to be a titan, not a Tiny!
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I have a mighty penis gifted to me by the gods.
It is my blessing...
... and it is my curse...
That I continue to tolerate others around me... Online! (Dramatic music plays) I would most likely kill you first and appreciate that I had you in mind :)
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My penchant for proofreading others posts.Can't say hate. But sometimes I finish quickly within 1 minute 😑
I earn less than I should be earning
I worry too much
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I still have anger issues
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