Do I like my height? Do I like being physically and unquestionably weak? Do I like being small, yet common, weak yet worthless? Obviously not. Out of the four worst possible adult male heights, 5'8"/172, 5'9"/175, 5'10"/178, and 5'11"/181, I'm the fourth worst possible one out there. I am 181 cm waking up and 179 cm at the end of the day, averaging to 180 throughout the day. Still better than 5'8"/172, I guess. That's something. But I'd rather be 6'11" or 7'5" than THIS. Valueless.
There is quite literally nothing positive about my height. Women don't want it, you're not light and agile like the extremely-short, you're not powerful like the tall ones are; it's all negatives and zero positives; you're just small and weak; but "commonly" small and weak, like every other worthless pissant who thinks being a valueless creature is a "good thing" for some reason. You're just seen a worthless, throw-away human and that's it. At least when it comes to your DNA and genetics. Maybe not so much with brainpower.
I literally can't express in word how much I hate it. Loathe it. Despise it beyond all measure. I loathe and despise weakness in general, but weakness you can't even change, fix, or correct? That hurts. That's just a handicap and we're supposed to pretend that being handicapped or the human equivalent of prey is "not so bad?"
The closest thing way I could describe how much I hate being small is, I'd murder it with a rusty knife until I was out of breath if my height was another human being. In fact, I'd would keep it alive just to hurt it more. I'd torture it daily. THAT is how much I hate being physically small.
People also don't understand what it's like to previously be strong and powerful, and have it taken away from you do to your body breaking down and betraying you. THAT is what I'm talking about, in case no one 'gets it.' Needless to say, I don't like physical weakness. I don't like being compared to fucking worthlessness by worthless people, as if it's a positive. To go from being the Apex Predator when younger, to being the most common prey when living as a supposed "adult." Being called the A-word, as if my entire existence doesn't matter, because my body betrayed me due to Precocious Puberty. To literally be called disposable, valueless, and insignificant, all because of my BODY? Because it ended up being weak and worthless? That is too much to bare, sometimes. And to be denied love because of it, is even worse.
So I won't get into all that. I'll just say, I literally hate my short stature, IE physical weakness and mortality, more than any other trait I have. I'll never be strong again. I'm stuck as a fucking mouse of a mortal. If I could change myself to be taller, I'd be my true height I was actually SUPPOSED to be before the Precocious Puberty kicked in, which is 6'5"/195 cm. That's not weak in any way. That's not even that tall, either. That's just nice and masculine. You're not the size of a teenage Dutch girl or a child. You're just seen as a man and nothing less.
But yeah, I guess in actuality, being 5'8" is technically worse. They're all valueless, but yes, being small, weak, and common, is objectively worse than being slightly less small and weak, and common.
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