Why do I forget I’m human?

I really operate robotically and think of others that way usually. Like everyone and me are just an effect of some type of computer coding.

then once in a very blue rare moon I have an interaction with someone totally unexpected where I just lose my roboticness mindset and get lost even for a few moments in soemthing where it’s me as a human and then as a human.

im a ubhadra moon woman so maybe we are this way. I often think deep long hard about problems with others and think there’s some logical solution to things. And sometimes it works. But the result is I make some cold decisions. Maybe it’s necessary sometimes like when dealing with an abuser of my gentle nature. But I also think I get caught in a cold robotic world even when k don’t need to. I’m just scared and alone.

Why do I forget I’m human?
Post Opinion