Feeling hopeless at 32 with no money, friends, or future—what can I do?

Im approaching 32yrs. I have $0. I have no future. No friends. Im stupid ugly gay poor awkward and goofy. Im prevented from working and going to public due to my leprosy and low social standing. My worth is equivalent to that of a homeless drug addict paraplegic except im a effeminate gay so its x100 less favorable. Id try the whole Church but being a gay eunich ostracized and emasculated by the city and its affiliates im not welcome

Feeling hopeless at 32 with no money, friends, or future—what can I do?
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