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Your US Gov't lied to the people. 20 US bases were hit by Iran missiles and drones. 90% success rate. The mighty US military only stopped 10% of Iran's missiles and drones. This infuriated Trump and he wanted to use Nukes on Iran and the Generals said no. Then Trump wanted to invade with troops and Generals told him we don't have enough. And yes Trump got on his knees and begged Iran for cease fire. Trump agreed to all their terms but now he has buyers remorse and now the war is starting back up. We did Iran a favor killing the old leaders and the Younger leaders are like North Korea leader Jung. They will now make or buy Nuclear Weapons.

When i was younger i use to think my uncle was mean for not letting my cousins have pets in the house or pets at all. But now that im older i kind of get it 😅. Would you allow pets in your house?

It's impossible to forget them once you have grasped. But i heard about them MORE than a 100 times. And still kept forgetting.

No cognitive issues. But it was a defense mechanism. There is no way that to study it as extensively as i did and keep forgetting it is just a coincidence with me also fearing to be changed. Wanting to be changed but there is a huge reason why i became this way, to survive.

Both of my clinger-pusher parents are fearful-avoidant because of their pretty bad traumas growing up, till this day they get scared when complimented, for example.

And i learnt that the most widespread recommendations are very harmful, like; "it's no use overthinking" or "love your parents" These spoken excuses always push the anxiety further down so tightly it overflows out as irrationality.

i rarely see my parents and when i do i cannot bring myself to tell them:

Forgiving should come naturally, not through ideology. Just like breathwork never worked for me until opening up my emotions triggered the breathing changes naturally. It is ok to look like you're possesed for days while pouring out the repressed anxiety.

They still press it down with either "we blamed them, they wronged us, now forgive and move on" (my dad) or "they suck, let's revenge forever" (my mom).

Last time i told mom "i have had this bad habit forever, it is finally going away!" she rudely acknowledged and dismissed it in one same sentence.

I think everyone who refuses to investigate this topic and to persist until trauma psychology becomes as clear as adding 1+1, is afraid of finding out they have issues - even if they know they do - because we developed our issues as a means to survive. letting go of daddy issues frightens us to death, it has been our survival strategy.

The tragedy is that 40% of all adults have UNRESOLVED infancy anxiety issues and seek relationships to cope with them instead of fixing their body's repressed panic.

That's the question. Which would you rather have? A peer juror, like the USA uses, or 3 judges like most other nations use?