My parents hate each other and it's ruining my life?

Mikaychay95
My mom and dad fight all the time and don't see eye to eye. There is no relationship anymore and it breaks my heart to watch. My mom is clinically depressed and my dad is an alcoholic which are the roots of their dysfunctions. I am 21 and this has been going on constantly since I was in my teens. The reason they won't divorce is because they can't afford it. It effects me everyday and is the biggest reason as to why I don't want a relationship because I don't want to end up like my parents. When a guy asks me I can never give them the real reason because its so hard to talk about. Even when everything else in life is going good my parents relationship ruins my life and i don't know how to cope. Have any of you ever dealt with a situation like this? My mom isn't talking to me right now because I don't agree with her on everything she has said and done to my dad and I'm hurting.
My parents hate each other and it's ruining my life?
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