Would it be dumb if I am still thinking about getting back with an ex after 5 years?

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I can't get him out of my head it torments me everyday. I try dating people but he always comes to mind. I wish he would give me one more chance. I wish I could see him again and tell him I haven't forgotten about him. I don't know how to approach him and get him back if there was a chance. I wish I could tell him the reasons why I didn't try to get him back when I was pregnant and after I had my kid. I wish I had someone to talk to. Would it be dumb to try to get him back after I cheated on him and was the reason why we broke up? I swear I won't do it ever again...
Would it be dumb if I am still thinking about getting back with an ex after 5 years?
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