He never fails to let me know how “useless, piece of shit of a woman, mistake” that I am. I may not be the Best Buy I think I’m a decent person. I’m loyal, patient, loving and caring but very honest.
I love my peace, I love to feel wanted and needed, I looooove sex, I love date nights and little romantic gestures, etc. My husband doesn’t like to have sex like I do, most of the time sex with him feels like a reward to me or him fulfilling a request to me. He’s not affectionate with me or flirtatious but I am all those things to him.
Everything is about his business, and even that I feel like he wants me to take care of everything while he sits there, for our relationship to be good I have to bend backwards and do everything in the business right and by myself.
I don’t like divorce but it keeps getting worse and I have to admit we’re not a good match. It’s a lot of verbal abuse and I’m ashamed to say that I dish it back and I’m getting good at it. I’m spiritually drained I feel nothing inside of me anymore, I feel empty and sad but i can’t cry about it